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It's expanding! So suddenly too! I'm so happy for it *~* Now I will wait patiently for the people from Onicon to app plus Hitch and Kayura-nee. I MEAN IT YOU TWO :c


Awna-sama :c you should come back too. We miss you a lot. Don't make me bother you endlessly.

► Pick up to 10 OTPs.
► Describe them in less than 15 words.
► Have your flist guess the OTP.
► ???
► PROFIT.


1 He tried once but the tide was against him
2 A princess will always need her knight, more than her brother would SuzakuEuphie - Fort
3 "We may never meet again, but we'll never forget each other." LeonSora - Fort
4 It doesn't work as well in their original verse as it does in this one
5 He may be only like four, but he'll never leave him
6 Digital twins that were separated by fate and brought back by destiny
7 It's a shock they aren't sick of him quoting that damned play
8 They were never intended to get what they want. Each other doesn't work either.
9 Retarded singing robots and one of then technically isn't included anyway Gakupo/Kaito - Char
10 I hate the popular pairing here, he needs the not-so-shota instead LockonSetsuna - Char

I don't have much to say about it in a whole so I'll just go through it.




Friday
Met Lina, that was cool. Eventually met Bah-chan but that was short and more or less a disaster.Char went off to hang out with them and I went back to the room.


Saturday
The FB cosplay wasn't even finished until 3pm. That's when we left the room. In that span of time, we spend 3 hours there [with a break in between to go back to the room] and then Jen was done for the day. So Char and I went back and hung out with Lina. We just talked and hung out for a while, Went and got jack in the box and delivered food to Bah-chan.


Sunday
Reborn day. We met Tsuna, Xan-Moto, Fran, Bel & Gokudera that I will be adding to my friends list~ It was a fin time and they were great. I'll be emailing them later so we can exchange links for our respective rp's. Then later we hung out with Hitch & Kayura-nee-san. Kana-mama there after we had dinner with Hitch. It was awesome to talk about random stuff and the good old days of Cross. It was really fun. I'll be sure to go out there and visit them more.


Monday
On the way home, we stopped and visited New Orleans. We walked around the French Quarter and ate at a restaurant on their balcony overlooking Bourbon St.On the way home I realized Char and I share no Music tastes. It's not important though.



I have no pics though.

I never want to do this again. Or at least do it with them. There should have been more than enough time for all of this. I should have actually already all been done before this. Then they sit here and criticize everyone and everything when what they're doing isn't even straightened out, planned and fully prepared. When things aren't planned out and organize, I get very easily pissed off and irate. I like things to be neat and orderly. I hate last minute rush. Truly? All of the cosplay's could have been finished if we, since I got here, Dedicated three days to each costume so that we had time to make sure it all was complete and looked ok and then used the extra days to make sure it was all complete and we had everything so that it doesn't feel like nothing was accomplished.


I have time to work of Megacon and Momocon from now to March so that will at least be better. I'm not going to deal with your bull when I get home, Koko. So you better have everything in order and handled by yourself. This includes replacing my PS2.


At least good things are happening in Reborn. I can't really rp until I get home so all logs will be held until about the 8th. I should be getting a cellphone of my own when I get back home so people will be able to personally contact me for once. I know, "Gasp, shock and awe" right?

My drive at all to be excited about Houston is completely dead. I just want to get there and get over and done with it. I'm not really faulting anyone for this. There is no blame to place. Momocon will be better. I at least have one cosplay mapped out in my mind. It's suppose to be super secret so I wont say what it is or what it entails.

Besides this pile of utter cosplay shit, I've enjoyed my time here thoroughly. Though I suppose I will have to have a talk with Char about a few things. It may be more than I'm just easily upset-able right now with all of this disorganization, so I'll at least wait and see how all of that plays out, but whatever I'd have to say isn't something "omg horrible" anyway.



At the very least, I've read through a lot of manga and seen MGS 2&4 played all the way through. This is, at least, awesome.


My thoughts for NaNoWriMo? I'll completely miss it. Being here will take away too many days to make up. I won't be lazy though, I'll just fic a lot more than usual next month to make up for it.




Things to buy when I get home
-Tekken 6
-Metal Gear Solid Video game box set
-Dissidia

I fully understand what happens now. I was curious as to why things happen the way they do and now I know. It isn't fair, that I will admit. I don't even understand why she lets it go like this. On the other hand, she also has to start learning how to just do things anyway without her. If she isn't going to do anything until the very very very last minute, she needs to get everything else fully done so there is nothing that can be held against her about doing the same thing.

I at least know what to and what not to do. There is the fact they work, but it's not late enough that they should be letting it effect them this much.


I suppose in the end this is a lesson and now I know what I'm doing when I get home.



Pfft, I have to go take a shower. Should I cut Hatori's wig now? Maybe she wants Jen to do that :|.... e_e at least I'm finished with all of my stuff. Maybe I should put a protective coat of something over the painting I had to do to Ayame's shoes... But I dunno what D:




LINA, I ALSO NEED YOUR NUMBER.

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OH MY GOD. SANO IS GOING TO BE IN THE THIRD AG MUSICAL! They took Spitfire out and now Akigi is Juliet BUT STILL!


Ahhh Sano on stage! That's a bit too much gay with Juliet & Kaito BUT I WILL LOVE IT AND WAIT PATENTLY AND FANGIRL UNTIL IT COMES OUT

This is obviously what I do with my days....

Please kill me :|





Well, this is what I do with my days when sleep is pointless since they find beating kids are the answer when people are sleeping :|

So I passed my GED. Wow, wooo, everyone was happy even though I felt I should sleep though the damn thing :|

Me? I have been looking into colleges around myself that I can get into. Nothing insane I'd have to take some other test for past the initial test to place where you are in math and reading comprehension. For now I've chosen to go to Devry for their Gaming and Simulation Programing. It's something I want to do and it's versatile. Along with it, I was going to take classes to Learn Japanese and maybe something else as well (maybe Italian, I actually want to learn that too).

My mother? Tell my grandmother all of this wonderful stuff and calls and what does she say? She is so happy she was in tears I passed, but!!


She doesn't want me going to Devry. It's far too easy for me. She wants me to go to an "actual" college. A four year one.


I've chosen to completely forget the fact she says I should major in art. I don't even draw anymore like all of these people keep thinking I do :| I don't want to do something my real father is good at doing and yet does absolutely nothing with. Anyway, I don't want to spend all of that money on stuff I'm not even fully sure is even necessary.



Just so you now why she wants this? One of my cousin's got into Harvard. She's going to be starting that soon. So she wants us to also go to one she can brag about. And GOD I can't ever tell this woman no e_e. No, I don't try. It's my grandmother and saying no would disappoint her, so I never tell her no... but DAMN IT ALL!


God man.

Lately I have been eaten by Atlus' MMO. Yes, it's a sad thing, but it's fun and I'm a sap for free things. kajiongaku plays it with me most of the time. Sometimes karzuen is on :3 and sparingly kurainoyume is there but not as of late. If you ever find yourself downloading or playing it, My character's are Rokuha and LorinaMarch. Here, you even get a visual. Pffft. Yes, Lorina get's alternate looks because she's a picky hare.



Apart from that? I picked up Shin Megami Tensei Devil Summoner 2: Raidou Kuzunoha vs. King Abaddon. So far Raidou is cool enough. Narumi is just amusing though. The battles aren't turn based like the Persona games. Thank Jack Frost for small favors e_e. I do like that you get to communicate with the demons and they get to randomly choose to talk to you if they feel like as well. It feels more like they're real this way and not just tools of destruction that make no difference what you do with. Even Imagine isn't this interactive with them.


I'll write more later :| I'm just tired because SOMEONE LIED ABOUT WHEN THEY WERE GETTING OFF OF WORK.

I'm not giving a con report. Fuck it. Ask someone else.


Also? This is the type of thing that really does piss me off. If it's really like that, if she's making it out to be like that, it's all the same. It pisses me off either way. Why do I really really deal with this type of stuff.

I will never be able to get to writing those fics with the constant drama.


So to start, I'm sick. It's nothing huge. I hate complaining about being under the weather. Bragging about something like that seems utterly retarded to me. What I will say about it is it doesn't allow me to sleep at all. And then I can sleep even less with my mother's bullshit right now. I should be well in a few days, but my mother is something I will never be rid of.

To start with? My mother took Man-bitch with her on a casino run with her and her boyfriend she had been cheating on my father with for quite close to the last.... 8-10 years? It's something I can't forgive her for. It's something I will never be able to stand her for. It may be dad's fault he wasn't strong enough to move past her and lead his own life without her, but she also made sure he was trapped most of the time anyway. He loved her completely and she only cared about herself. She left this family hanging so much over that man and dad hated it so much. He hated her drama. He hated the way she's only come around when she needed too and would leave again. It positively killed him. He acted like he was getting past it. He made me his partner and clung on to that in hopes I could take over and make sure the family would be ok. Telling me so closely to his death that if it came to me doing it alone, he had faith in me was not ok, but I pushed through it.

But now that he's dead, she finds that she suddenly has a right to act like it's ok to finally say she loved him and all of that other bull. She deserves it. She really does. I have no sympathy.

But now, she is doing exactly the thing that he always hated about her: unneeded drama.

It started out at "he talked about me to him so he betrayed me and he has to leave" to now being "HE SLIT MY THROAT TO SATAN AND MALAYSIA DIDN'T CUT IN TO HIM? SHE CAN LEAVE AND BE WITH HER BELOVED BOYFRIEND TOO!"

What the flying fuck?

She upset that he told this man that is obvious so much more wonderful than our dead father what he really feels about some of the things she does? MAN-BITCH DIDN'T EVEN SAY ANYTHING BAD! I'd understand if he was saying completely unnecessary things like "She's a fucking bitch. I hate dealing with her. She's this and she's that." No. You want to know what he said? That he hates when she wakes him up after knowing he likes to sleep late and then go out and do things in the day time and that he wishes that she wouldn't talk about the man as much but he doesn't know how to say it too her. He even said he's say it to her face! But since he was fraternizing with the enemy, it's a sin!

You know what I think? If he was going to play both sides of the field, he should have been smarter about it. I even told her myself that I'd do it all myself too. She's complaining that she wants to keep "her family" and "her boyfriend" separate, so then why let someone met him if you want to be selfish about it all? None of us like him. We are HATE him with a vengeance, and yet she is still seeing him and acts like he's such a villain too when she's around us.

So then why did she let my father spend so many months drunk and in our care if she loved dad so much and thinks so horribly of this guy?

And what more? My sister did tell Man-bitch he fucked up. We all told him that, but since we aren't drama queens like her and didn't light into him and May actually seems sad her mother just kicked her boyfriend out over her .. whatever? She's kicked my sister out for betraying her and not tearing him to shreds. May I remind you that May dumped him before after the fight. She did and she wasn't looking back. You want to know the real reason she got back together? It's because Mom forced her to take him back and let him move in so he could be.


And she's constantly constantly asking us our opinion, wanting us to back her up. I have no desire too. My youngest sister is, but that's only because she knows if she does right now, she can get mom to buy her stuff.




I really don't need this shit right now. It's not even important to me and she wont stop bothering anyone until it is!

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MUKURO-SAMA!

It's not even 7 PM NA-EST and I've already been mentioned. Who ever did that deserves to DIE >:c



More to come as the meme proceeds.

Because I'm bored and don't want to do directly back to the Megaten MMO already, here:


The first five [do ten people even read this?] people to comment get a fic/drable/ficlet done by me. They get to choose the fandom, pairing, prompt, what you want to happen in it, everything. I'll write it or die trying >:c Just be sure to pic something I know c: Orignal character & rp verses are allowed.

It's a known fact I'm not fond of the Varia. Yet, when Viper and Bel decide to cannonly crossdress just to hang out and be one of the girls? They gain my favor :| I mean.. really Bel, shopping with Kyoko? It would have been a date if you weren't a chick at the moment :|



BTW, this is sort of a spoiler.... c:






And I took a very good chunk of these pictures considering I ended up being the AFO KHR group photographer :| Yes. Me. It may say Ryohei-Koko did, but you people know how Koko is at con's, plus the fact she's in half of it. The other half of pics and all video is done by Our Belphegor.

I don't even know.

I've just been avoiding posting here for fear I get to ahead of myself and say things I don't really need to say out loud.


I went to Florida and made some new friends. It was quite the experience even though I did nothing but take pictures. I hope the next time I go down there it will be just as fun. Until then I guess I'll laze about here. But I am happy Koko accomplished what I set out for her so quickly c: I asked her to make cosplaying friends and she did~

Though I doubt I'll be in the Wyndam next time. The problems with the bar were ridiculous. Not to mention there were all sorts of small bugs in our bed. It really wasn't worth it.

To be honest, I don't know what is the next con I plan on going to. I don't think AWA is going to happen. Dera and Koko want me to go with them to SugoiCon so that we know each other before we three trek together out to Fanime next year together, but I wonder if we'll have the funds for that either. It really would just be cheaper if Koko went alone... but the point of meeting before Fanime does prove a valid point.

Not entirely sure I'll be with Koko for Megacon since That is right there with MomoCon and only two months before Fanime. I guess that one depends on how the Tax Return end's up looking like. I am not missing Fanime though. It will be nice to see Aniki for the first time and everything? But I'm going so I can meet Nica. I've known her for the better portion of 8 years and we've never seen each other face to face. It's just a little sad, you know? It's only a plus that Koko and Dera are going. I figured I'd just be doing it alone :o

I also finally got my ID, which is awesome~ c: I am no longer hindered and can even go view hentai if I so pleased +_+ I don't drink so getting alcohol isn't really a plus :| It's just something that happens.


I will admit I have been rather depressed lately. Koko and her 'Kuro make me think it's just because my time of the month is approaching, but I know it's far larger than just that. It's underlying and usually very easily ignored. It's just around this time I can be a bit more vocal and showy with it? Showy not really a word to use. I think I'll leave it at "vocal".


I spent today listening to a lot of Gakupo and wondering why I pay my mother any attention. I also read Fruits Basket 1-18. That was nice, finally reading it consistently. I am now working through Hana Kimi since I have all of those volumes. These two series have so many good characters. It's so hard to pick who and what to do. I've already decided in the back of my mind that Umeda cosplay has to be done. It's too easy NOT to do. And he's such an ass, you have to love it :c

I've started watching Kurokami too. It's actually rather interesting. I have been thinking of reading the rest of 07-ghost, but once you read it one way, it's dangerous to go and read it a different way. The changes may not sit with you right. Anyone have any manga to suggest in this case? c:

Recently the old FB has had some activity going. It's really nice to be able to have everyone together once again... even if the plot is everywhere and scattered. I do think they have to sit down and think about what has to be done and how to keep is somewhat close to the actual... whatever I just read :|.... We'll work in that I guess.


Oh. By the way. I changed my layout. So go ahead and look if you care c:



Now.. to go the cosplay com and put a list of possible cosplays.